wish i could...
Posted by hotmommah at 11:32 PM on July 12, 2007.
...i wish i could read people's mind so i know what they're thinking...
...i wish i could feel someone's emotion, then i would know when to comfort them...
...i wish i could be deaf, so i wouldn't hear complaints...
...i wish i could be numb, so wouldn't feel anything...
...i wish i could be strong and be ready for this kind of situation...

Currently listening to: tomorrow - avril lavigne
Currently feeling: exhausted
on my restday II
Posted by hotmommah at 11:08 PM on July 18, 2007.
every restday, i make it a point na magbonding kami ng "lil family" ko. i was gonna join ace's team building @ carafe ng 10pm pero, biglang naisipan ni mami umuwi ng province so walang magaalaga ke kaycee. badtrip!
nung monday (july 16) nagmall kaming mag-mami... shopping galore! wah.... BROKE na ko! well, wala naman akong nabili na para sakin, puro sa prinsesa lang. ang bata pa ng anak ko ang kire' na! hirap talaga pag un ung kasama ko magmall/maggroceri, magugulat ka na lang na me something sa cart mo na indi mo naman nilagay.... anyways, nakakita xa ng bottle na me barney at gusto daw nia nun since me babybop (ung purple na babaeng dinosaur?). sabi ko naman since big girl na xa disney princess na lang... aba kinuha lahat ng disney princess (sleeping beauty, belle, snow white, at cinderella). tas nakita nia ung back pack n dora en boots, kinuha din. me shades pa at watch na pooh.... so ang suggestion ko lang. magmall kau kasama ng anak pag sweldo! at sa mga single, magipon muna nag limpak-limpak na salapi!
"mami papa" sabi nia.
"o, cge san tau kakain?" tanung ko naman (kahit na alam kong sa jollibee na naman nia gusto kumain.
"jabi! pis pries, geti, chiken, pipsi!" naiisip ko pa lang, umay na ko.
"anak dito na lang tau me geti din jan at pipsi" sabay turo sa chef d'angelo.
dami kong order! sobrang na miss ko ung chef! at sa bandang huli. "pa-take out po"
pauwi na lang kami ng makita ng anak ko ung candy shop. "mami dindi". hay anu ba uuwi na lang eh... bat ba kasi dun cla puwesto sa malapit sa exit! pagdi ko naman binilahan tyak iiyak un at baka maglupasay pa sa mall. nakakahiya!
the next day, nagwatch naman kami ng movie (me, kurl, kaycee and in-laws). ratatouille. it's about the rat na marunong magluto. malakas kasi ung pangamoy nia at nabasa nia ung cook book ng famous chef sa paris. it's really nice and funny. nung una nanunood ba ung anak ko tas sa kalagitnaan ng movie, nanghingi na xa ng dede at ayun tuluyan ng natulog.
i'll admit, i'm not into watching movies sa big screen. nakakahiya mangaminin, ung last ko napanuod sa big screen is "my super ex girlfriend"! loser noh? hehehe...

tanung lang
Posted by hotmommah at 12:23 AM on July 21, 2007.
what would be the hardest thing for you to do?
a. letting go of someone that you want to keep forever?
b. pretending that your okay, but your not?
c. smile to hide your true feelings?
Currently listening to: sana dalawa ang puso ko sung by keith
Currently feeling: confused
first date
Posted by hotmommah at 12:18 AM on July 26, 2007.
we finally got a chance to go out and watch movie after 2 years! yes, it was our first time after getting married! just the two of us.
thanks bi! muahs
first time ulit
Posted by hotmommah at 05:27 PM on July 30, 2007.
i can hear the hallelujah when i first bit the pork soimai and chew a mouthful of yang chow that we ordered from chowking. alas! after 3 months it was indeed the very first time i ate chowking again, thinking i got my thypoid fever from it. i hope i wont get sick.